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Introducing...Lucky Boy


Gareth’s whole life has been defined by a relationship he had 35 years ago when, as a 14-year-old schoolboy, he fell in love with an attractive young teacher at his school. He spent most afternoons in her bedroom and thought he was the luckiest boy in the world. But when she walked out of his life everything started to unravel. 


Lucky Boy is a new four-part series in which Chloe Hadjimatheou asks who gets to be a perpetrator and a victim.


Episodes 1 and 2 are available to listen now.


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    Both Can Be True
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  • CSMomof3Boys
    Seriously?
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  • fieldglass oh my
    Glad i didn't.....
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  • CordeliaReagan
    Almost never misses
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  • Cjkim76
    Infuriating
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  • MishiBurg
    Gonna defend Manson next?
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  • mjsaysbye
    For all the women who aren’t believed 💗
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  • molly stoffel
    Great investigative work and analysis
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  • Calix79
    Too much of host.
    Potential to be a great podcast exposing what happened to Amber. If only the host stopped making it about his thoughts and feelings. Less of him and more storytelling please.
  • Mizerella
    All conspiracy theories with No Proof
    Host briefly mentions in one episode he is working with Heard and her team so it makes total sense now why this podcast is so biased. This really is just a a couple msm reporters getting together complaining about how the public was able to see the trial for themselves and didn’t accept the medias attempts to spin things
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